change is the only constant thing in the universe.
it can be for the better, or worse..
too bad it's not on my side.
too bad!
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A New Found Friend
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Who would have thought of this day,
when I realized she’s with me to stay.
A girl that is a stranger to me,
Suddenly, becomes one with me.
We talk, we laugh, we share our ideas
Emotions and feelings; that’s common to us
Sitting doing nothing is usually boring
But with her it becomes suddenly exciting!
Oh, how happy am I to have a friend like her
Who would always hug you like her teddy bear
Wipes your tears with her unusual ways
By just remembering your good old days
They might misunderstand our real connection
But our relationship had reached its perfection
To love truthfully and to care honestly
And to be the best of friends, eternally
Who would have thought of this day,
when I realized she’s with me to stay.
A girl that is just a dream for me
Suddenly, becomes a beautiful reality
Clown
how i am different from other clowns..
I am like a funny clown
Washing away your gloomy frown
Leaving you with a joyful smile
Helping you do an extra mile
But unlike other clowns
I do not have such funny gowns
What I have is a heart of gold
And advices for you to be told
Little did you know
Sometimes I can lose my glow
I can be a gloomy clown
Without a smile but one, big frown
Like a doctor, sometimes weak
Cannot treat himself when sick
Like a barber with a bad hair
Cannot even cut his own hair
I’m a clown that can make you laugh
Especially when times are rough
But I’m a kind of clown that I can’t deny
Can’t make my own lips put up a smile
P R O F I L E
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my name is miguel victor lorenzo monasterial. i am currently a 2nd year ECE college student at de la salle canlubang. i like to read, eat, sleep a lot, and hang out with friends. i am i am good at: giving advices, being myself, being a true friend. i am my best by simply being me. |
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T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
basically just stuff you need to do, like homework and projects. or you could change this to any other stuff you want yeah?
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
change.
1:04 AM - Saturday, August 22, 2009
tired of this?
12:48 AM
busy days...
no more time to talk and have a nice chat..
i am sorry.
i know you already grew tired of this
do not worry i will give you space =)
i will not be too dependent on you anymore :D
i will live my life :)
i will learn to move on.
it hurts, but that's life..
i CAN accept it in the future. i WILL accept it in the future.
i will surprise you, you don't know how. and you don't know when.
goodluck, i hope you are happy.
i am not. but i promise i will be. :)
slowly my longing for you will fade.
and i will learn to accept the reality.
that you and i are only fragments of each others memory..
i sweet, bitter fragment.
i will learn to forgive
but not to forget.
my post may not make any sense :)
but it hurts a lot.
i repeat. A LOT.
a lot
a lot
a lot
a lot
a lot
a lot =)
i will be used to it soon that i will not even think of you anymore.
la la la, :D
sleeping time.
we used to say it all the time
when the clock strings for the right numbers
but now it is different.
your world
my world
started to drift apart.
end of the story. end of something too. bye :)
no more time to talk and have a nice chat..
i am sorry.
i know you already grew tired of this
do not worry i will give you space =)
i will not be too dependent on you anymore :D
i will live my life :)
i will learn to move on.
it hurts, but that's life..
i CAN accept it in the future. i WILL accept it in the future.
i will surprise you, you don't know how. and you don't know when.
goodluck, i hope you are happy.
i am not. but i promise i will be. :)
slowly my longing for you will fade.
and i will learn to accept the reality.
that you and i are only fragments of each others memory..
i sweet, bitter fragment.
i will learn to forgive
but not to forget.
my post may not make any sense :)
but it hurts a lot.
i repeat. A LOT.
a lot
a lot
a lot
a lot
a lot
a lot =)
i will be used to it soon that i will not even think of you anymore.
la la la, :D
sleeping time.
we used to say it all the time
when the clock strings for the right numbers
but now it is different.
your world
my world
started to drift apart.
end of the story. end of something too. bye :)
worried..
8:24 PM - Thursday, August 13, 2009
i have nothing much to say...
but it's been 3 days since i last tlaked with my brother john thru ym..
he said his internet cannot surf. so we cannot chat for a while..
i hope his internet will be repaired soon, i really miss talking to him every night.
my chinese lessons are not good these past few days because my brother is not available :P
i hope he is fine, because the typhoon at taiwan recently is very harsh.
lastly, i just want to tell him that i got a high grade with my last exam. i really want to said thanks because he is the one pushing me to study harder.
always take care my brother :D
but it's been 3 days since i last tlaked with my brother john thru ym..
he said his internet cannot surf. so we cannot chat for a while..
i hope his internet will be repaired soon, i really miss talking to him every night.
my chinese lessons are not good these past few days because my brother is not available :P
i hope he is fine, because the typhoon at taiwan recently is very harsh.
lastly, i just want to tell him that i got a high grade with my last exam. i really want to said thanks because he is the one pushing me to study harder.
always take care my brother :D
nothing to do..
11:52 PM - Saturday, August 8, 2009
precisely..
there's nothing much to do on a cold saturday night. especially when the exams were all finished.
anyway, the remedial exams in one of my subjects was a success for me. although i know i still have some mistakes, i think the exam will have better results.
oh, i remember that today was actually the Father's day for the Chinese or Taiwanese (or both).
a friend of mine might be celebrating the father's day with his dad drinking, chatting, and sharing good memories. i like those people who can communicate to their parents (especially to their dads) without barriers. i mean, without hesitance.
maybe that is one of the infinitely many things that i do not have. well, in case you readers do not know, my relationship with my dad was.. umm, a little too unwarm. meaning, we don't talk that much.
i envy my friend, because his relationship with his father is just like casual friends. i wish my relationship with my father will be better. maybe, i am just a little too stubborn or my pride is just a little too big. how i wish that i could be the one to make the move and talk to him one on one. but guess what, i am too scared to do that. i am a coward when it comes to things that have to be handled with so much emotion.
i want to change my behavior towards my dad.
i want to straighten things up.
i want to develop a better relationship.
i want to talk to him more often.
i want to open up.
i want to be known.
i want to be acknowledged and recognized by him.
each day, i am struggling with our awful situation. i am always finding away to escape reality. to jump in my own world where i am the law.
i know there is still chance in my relationship with my father. but first, i want to be recognized by him. i want him to know me more. i want him to be proud because of me.
i know what i will do next.
I will prove myself! :)
there's nothing much to do on a cold saturday night. especially when the exams were all finished.
anyway, the remedial exams in one of my subjects was a success for me. although i know i still have some mistakes, i think the exam will have better results.
oh, i remember that today was actually the Father's day for the Chinese or Taiwanese (or both).
a friend of mine might be celebrating the father's day with his dad drinking, chatting, and sharing good memories. i like those people who can communicate to their parents (especially to their dads) without barriers. i mean, without hesitance.
maybe that is one of the infinitely many things that i do not have. well, in case you readers do not know, my relationship with my dad was.. umm, a little too unwarm. meaning, we don't talk that much.
i envy my friend, because his relationship with his father is just like casual friends. i wish my relationship with my father will be better. maybe, i am just a little too stubborn or my pride is just a little too big. how i wish that i could be the one to make the move and talk to him one on one. but guess what, i am too scared to do that. i am a coward when it comes to things that have to be handled with so much emotion.
i want to change my behavior towards my dad.
i want to straighten things up.
i want to develop a better relationship.
i want to talk to him more often.
i want to open up.
i want to be known.
i want to be acknowledged and recognized by him.
each day, i am struggling with our awful situation. i am always finding away to escape reality. to jump in my own world where i am the law.
i know there is still chance in my relationship with my father. but first, i want to be recognized by him. i want him to know me more. i want him to be proud because of me.
i know what i will do next.
I will prove myself! :)
One chinese night
12:17 PM - Wednesday, August 5, 2009
last night was a very special one, because today is a holiday!
hooray! no classes for a day! haha
anyway, i got to chat with john again last night and because we were not busy and have nothing else to do, i requested him to teach me more chinese! haha!
the night went well, i learned a lot from him! i am very thankful to him too.
he was very patient to me. he also said that, "your chinese is very well now."
although i know that my chinese pronunciation is not even a bit good, he still said that i am improving very fast ^^
thanks a lot my brother, you really are very patient to me.
i will return the favor by also teaching you english grammar :)
tzai jian ^^
hooray! no classes for a day! haha
anyway, i got to chat with john again last night and because we were not busy and have nothing else to do, i requested him to teach me more chinese! haha!
the night went well, i learned a lot from him! i am very thankful to him too.
he was very patient to me. he also said that, "your chinese is very well now."
although i know that my chinese pronunciation is not even a bit good, he still said that i am improving very fast ^^
thanks a lot my brother, you really are very patient to me.
i will return the favor by also teaching you english grammar :)
tzai jian ^^
boring to working sunday!
11:38 PM - Sunday, August 2, 2009
the day started dull and lazy this morning of july 2, 2009-sunday.
i browsed, searched, view countless internet sites to fill up most of my time staring at my computer. but this booooring sunday became a fun, working sunday when john (ja hao) logged in to the messenger to teach me to talk chinese!
well of course, at first we talked about our families and the things we did earlier.
i learned a lot about his family (but maybe it should be better as a secret, not all that we talked about should be known by the public right?^^)
so there, at first; peter, john and i had a conference room at the messenger.
but i cannot hear them clearly. maybe because of some reasons
1. my uber slow internet connection
2. their distance as the hindrance
3. some other inferential matter
oh well, back to the topic.
before john taught me to speak chinese, peter left us to eat.
i learned how to speak some chinese words and write them at roman pinyin
in case you do not know roman pinyin, it is the chinese words converted to roman letters. because chinese words are very hard to draw and understand.
imagine your alphabet being 34 letters, and that if you combine such letters, new symbols/characters appear. unlike english, words are form by just putting all the letters together, and not by having a totally new character out of the combined characters.
i will soon write on my blog the words that i learned.
but as for now, wan an!(good night)
PS. to my brother john, shie shie! (thank you)
wo xiang shuei jiau! (i want to sleep) xD
i browsed, searched, view countless internet sites to fill up most of my time staring at my computer. but this booooring sunday became a fun, working sunday when john (ja hao) logged in to the messenger to teach me to talk chinese!
well of course, at first we talked about our families and the things we did earlier.
i learned a lot about his family (but maybe it should be better as a secret, not all that we talked about should be known by the public right?^^)
so there, at first; peter, john and i had a conference room at the messenger.
but i cannot hear them clearly. maybe because of some reasons
1. my uber slow internet connection
2. their distance as the hindrance
3. some other inferential matter
oh well, back to the topic.
before john taught me to speak chinese, peter left us to eat.
i learned how to speak some chinese words and write them at roman pinyin
in case you do not know roman pinyin, it is the chinese words converted to roman letters. because chinese words are very hard to draw and understand.
imagine your alphabet being 34 letters, and that if you combine such letters, new symbols/characters appear. unlike english, words are form by just putting all the letters together, and not by having a totally new character out of the combined characters.
i will soon write on my blog the words that i learned.
but as for now, wan an!(good night)
PS. to my brother john, shie shie! (thank you)
wo xiang shuei jiau! (i want to sleep) xD
stress!!!
8:15 PM - Thursday, July 30, 2009
then, i remember that i have an exam for tomorrow on physics2 class.
what a stressful day!
today, i also coordinated with the facilities office, sir ronnie, miss fides and the others to have a successful mass for our religion class. it was very stressful because i have to do it by myself! my group mates do not have a free time. or they do not want to have a free time.. i dont know. haha.
but the project will not be finished by itself. so i have to do something... ALONE!
when i got home today, it was already late because of my PE class. then i used my phone to talk with the priest. he need to clarify some things so i walked to his house to talk with him. then he said that i have to talk with the choir leader to know the songs.
tired, i walked for about 10 minutes before arriving at the choir leader's home. there, i talked to him to know that he wasn't informed about the mass yet! (-_-)
so i explained to him that i need the title of the songs. he then said that he have to confirm first to the guitarist, which happened to have work yesterday.
frustrated, i walked slowly home.
step by step...
step by step...
after a while, i arrived safely at home.
tired..
disappointed..
stressed!
i have exams tomorrow but i am still worrying about our project for religion.
i dont know if i still have time to study.
EXAM+PROJECT=STRESS!!
i will try to finish them all though :)
what a stressful day!
today, i also coordinated with the facilities office, sir ronnie, miss fides and the others to have a successful mass for our religion class. it was very stressful because i have to do it by myself! my group mates do not have a free time. or they do not want to have a free time.. i dont know. haha.
but the project will not be finished by itself. so i have to do something... ALONE!
when i got home today, it was already late because of my PE class. then i used my phone to talk with the priest. he need to clarify some things so i walked to his house to talk with him. then he said that i have to talk with the choir leader to know the songs.
tired, i walked for about 10 minutes before arriving at the choir leader's home. there, i talked to him to know that he wasn't informed about the mass yet! (-_-)
so i explained to him that i need the title of the songs. he then said that he have to confirm first to the guitarist, which happened to have work yesterday.
frustrated, i walked slowly home.
step by step...
step by step...
after a while, i arrived safely at home.
tired..
disappointed..
stressed!
i have exams tomorrow but i am still worrying about our project for religion.
i dont know if i still have time to study.
EXAM+PROJECT=STRESS!!
i will try to finish them all though :)